Crap
Since my whole life is a total disaster.
Not going to share details but my life sucks now. I now truly believe that friends are more important than family. Family believe in losing face but friends don't. Not sharing details about what has happened in my life but let's just say I'm not celebrating Hari Raya this year. If you guys do want to come over, I don't mind lah. Just that I'm not celebrating it as a family.
I really enjoy the company of my friends than anyone else now. The situation at home can drive me up the wall, my close mates should know about it. TR01 and the rest of TRM, you guys rock! Not forgetting my old secondary school mates, fencing club and also those whom I've not mentioned. Sounds like an award ceremony lol.
I now know how's it like to live in poverty and no one cares about you. Not even your own blood father. I hope I can stand up on my feet again when school reopens and I hope I can find love or that love finds me. Always wanted to experience the joy of falling and being in love but was never privilaged enough to. I hope I do soon enough.
If I've been MIA once in awhile and you are pissed about it, I'm sorry, but there's so much going on in my life that I can even driven me into an asylum. This is to you my friends.
