Anyways... feel like talking rot.
I realize I have been single and never been attached. Such a crappy feeling and to rethink I rejected 2 relationships because of friendship and because I found her irritating.
This equals to I am so hard to please. Yeah, especially when it comes to women. Argh! Some more most of the fencing team girls in Singapore cannot make it. NP got prettier girls liao. haha. Also seems that the more attractive ones are already taken or simply too old for me.
Love ar is so hard to find. Don't mistake ar, I'm not looking for sex. I'm looking for love. I feel so lonely most of the time lah. Don't have anyone to share my problems with and such. So crappy. Maybe my legs are too long or I'm too funny looking like Pei Shan says. Haha. I don't look like malay chinese or indian. ROFL. It's so funny when I go on the streets and people can ask me if I'm actually chinese. I got that twice already.
Who can blame them anyways. I've got sexy sleepy eyes! hahaha. I am very shuai just wearing my contact lenses. Haha. Having this mixed look. Maybe it's easier for me to land a job wearing contacts.
Anyways I doubt I'll be in a relationship until I'm financially stable. My criteria for girls is simple
- Must be pretty
- Chinese prefered
- Should be cute
- Don't need to be hot also can
- Must be matured thinking
But still? Probably it's harded to please girls with my empty pockets also.
